Even though I've animated a bit since the last time I've posted I don't feel like sharing most things I've made here quite yet.. if ever. This place is usually too intimidating for me to post and share my stuff in real time, I'm sorry to say but it also feels like I'm not good enough for this site (I know that's bad but trust me I don't mean this in a self deprecating way I swear!) or generally don't pass the "vibe" of a newgrounds artist type.. lol. My art style is ok, but not ever going to be on par with my peers and I'm making peace with it and never giving up on art despite feeling pity-liked at times.
Slowly but surely I'm getting more used to Clip Studio Paint and animating in it has been very cool! (and a bit daunting)
I do want to work up the courage to share short animations here in bursts but I'm not really there.. yet. Almost. Maybe someday soon.
I've been turning my envy and jealousy into admiration and inspiration and that's helped a lot with doing art shit these last couple years :) Hope everyone is doing well and thanks for reading! At some point in time I would love to be active here.. consistently and everything (and not just as a lurker)
RachelLately
I'm here to encourage you to not be so daunted while posting. Don't worry about what other's say and think about your work. Art is YOUR journey and this site is actually quite inclusive. My posts are somewhat skilled and I post my practice pieces of drawing my friend. I hope you don't fear the harshness of reviewers too much. It's not too awful and I would really enjoy if you shared. This site is all about enjoying artwork, and it's awful to feel intimidated like you're not one of the crew. Happy day!